Mixed feelings of old
Enshroud me by the lake
Of anticipation and bleakness
Of brightness and gloom
I fail to understand myself many a times
This carcass, this soul, this heart!
Intricately woven into as one
Yet exhibits myraid hues of the season
Light and dark yet again light and dark
Like a jigsaw puzzle puzzling my nerves
I’m wondering on myself as if an another being
What is this called?
Is it normal or only happening with me
Do others also get into this?
It was difficult for a moment
For a day as long as it can stretch
But I passed this skirmish
I know the dejected will rest not
And come again hovering near me
With some new tricks and pranks
But I’m now stronger and firmer
With rocks that abide by the foot
The bedrocks that firms my steps
With the Almighty’s help!